Moving on does not always easy. Some people might find it a piece of cake but some might feel like a millennium years just to move an inch more or less from where they were.
but, when your heart finally fall for someone, does not mean the memories and the story just fly in the wind and gone. It won't feel the same even though breaking up and getting back up is a part of life process. Especially when your crush friends or maybe friend know your dark story.
It is hard. But it gets harder when you can't have what you want. A crush doesn't always mean you can have them. He might not feel the same way as you do and it will hurt you even more when he fall for someone else.
The life that you thought you might have back crush to the deepest part of the earth. You sink in your own tears and emotions. Climbing back up is never an easy task especially when your mind says move on and your heart still cling to the emotion.
No more butterfly in your stomach, only ache in your heart.
When you thought you already get your life on track, you just sink even deeper into the hole you emotionally created and the worst part, it pull you back from your life and you cant figure anything out.
You don't know what to do, you don't know how to sort things out and you just can't make any fucking decision. If it really this hard, why no one ever tell me not to fall in love before?
But, am I really in love or I just can't face the fact that I got dumped. The fact that I don't get what i want. The fact that he do even better without me. The fact that I screw up. The fact that my ego just can't coop with it. The fact that, he win and I lose.
What does getting what I want even mean ? I never know. Everything seem off to me. But few things I'm certain of.
It hurt me to see you're doing fine without me. It hurt me to think that you already get your life back on track and I'm still not. It hurt to me think that I have a crush on someone that can help me to move on from you and he doesn't even know me that well. The fact that I don't stand not even 0.99% possibility of having him or you back.
Is killing me slowly inside.
Just because,
I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT
Lots of Love
Lisa Viour
When you thought you already get your life on track, you just sink even deeper into the hole you emotionally created and the worst part, it pull you back from your life and you cant figure anything out.
You don't know what to do, you don't know how to sort things out and you just can't make any fucking decision. If it really this hard, why no one ever tell me not to fall in love before?
But, am I really in love or I just can't face the fact that I got dumped. The fact that I don't get what i want. The fact that he do even better without me. The fact that I screw up. The fact that my ego just can't coop with it. The fact that, he win and I lose.
What does getting what I want even mean ? I never know. Everything seem off to me. But few things I'm certain of.
It hurt me to see you're doing fine without me. It hurt me to think that you already get your life back on track and I'm still not. It hurt to me think that I have a crush on someone that can help me to move on from you and he doesn't even know me that well. The fact that I don't stand not even 0.99% possibility of having him or you back.
Is killing me slowly inside.
Just because,
I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT
Lots of Love
Lisa Viour
