HEART : Still dont know why

You take the clothes off my back
And I let you
You'd steal the food right out my mouth
And I'd watch you eat it
I still don't know why
Why I love you so much
Oh

You curse my name
In spite to put me to shame
Have my laundry in the streets
Dirty or clean
Give it up for fame
But I still don't know why
Why I love it so much
Yeah

And baby
It's amazing I'm in this maze with you
I just can't crack your code
One day you screaming you love me loud
The next day you're so cold
One day you're here, one day you're there, one day you care
You're so unfair sipping from your

......................

I did all that and you still love me,

And I took you for granted.

I just felt very insecure with our relationship and now its over,

The thing that im scared of happened.

What else can I save?

Maybe when I realized you really love, it was too late.

I tried,  I tried to save us.

I tried my very best.

But it hurt me more than ever.

Its over, I got nothing left to save.

You took half of me away with you,

And you took my heart with you.

And im so broken hearted.

...............

When youre there for me,

I feel like I dont need you,

I don't want you.

But when you left,

I feel like I have a hole in me.

Because you own a very special place in my heart.

Youre a curse to me.

I dont even know if I can ever recover from this.

Because we have too much memories.

Too much history.

..............

The ring, I'll keep it.

I'll give it to the girl myself.

Lots of Love
Lisa Viour

HEART : Let her go

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

- Let her go lyrics -

Lots of Love
Lisa Viour

HEART : Say Something

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere, I would have followed you
Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something

Lots of Love
Lisa Viour

HEART : Wish

Let's break up,

That is my wish,

Even if we sat closer to each other,

We were distance strangers,

Don't be sorry,

Because its something I didn't know.

You once said you'll give me anything in this world,

Grant my one and only last wish from you,

Don't look back at me,

Don't look back at me who's crying,

You have to lives better than me,

You have to,

Don't ever forget,

Our memories.

Lots of Love
Lisa Viour

The cycle

Depending on someone

|

Expectations

|

Disappointment

|

Lose hope

Note to myself : no matter how heavy the weight is, never ever depends on others. The higher the expectations, the harder it will crash

Lots of Love
Lisa Viour

DREAM : 1 Jan 2014

We were at sunway lagoon with our friends. I havent eat the whole day. I was with my friends and you were with your friends. We were at the deep pool part. Where I couldnt reach my feet. I was walking on the bridge on top of the pool when suddenly I felt week and fell of the bridge into the pool.

I was shock that I couldn't breath. When I tried to swim, my leg got cramp.

You just look at me.

All of our friends was panicking about me when they didn't see me floating. Maybe you're not worried since I'm a swimmer myself.

I was gasping for air. I tried to move my leg but it hurt so bad. Slowly I drown, my eyes almost close and you wasn't even looking at me.

The pool was as deep as a huge water tank. No one dare to swim there. They just dare to hang out on the bridge. And most importantly you dont dare to save me.

I heard splash. I felt someone pull me back up to the water surface. I thought it was you.

But

When I open my eyes, it was someone else. A guy, that was good looking and my type.

I looked for you in my weak condition, I saw you slowly walk to the other place leaving me there.

When I felt a bit better, I walk towards you when I suddenly fell again.

And again you just look at me.

You thought I was fooling around when I was really drowning. That guy save me again. Pull me up to the air and put me down to rest and catch a breath.

When I was already calm, he hold my shoulder and walk me to the area. He make sure I wont fall again. When I was already safe. He left me. He make sure I'm safe before he leave me.

I feel safe around him but I feel very insecure around you.

And you just leave me to die drowning in the water.

****** wake up ******

Lots of Love
Lisa Viour