Im Letting You Go..

Hi awk, xdi sye pergi bj.. First time pergi BJ pagi.. Awk, sye dh buat kputusan.. Sye mmg sayang awk.. Xpi sye xnk terlalu fikirkan psal kita smpai sye x focus dgn benda lain.. Awk jugak yg nk sye focus blajar dgn training dlu kan? Okay... Sye stuju.. Sye xnk text awk klu x perlu.. Since awk cakap kita akan jadi mcm biasa which to me, kwan.. Jadi mulai skrg, we act like a friend.. Okay friend?? Since lpas ni kita dah jarang text, so, sye akan update apa jdi kt sye hri2.. kt sini.. Awk, sye x tinggalkan awk.. I act like a friend infront of you.. But to me, you're still someone special to me.. Special to my heart.. Since kita dah kwan, sye bebas kwan dgn siapa2 sye nk termasuk cyclist klu sye nak.. Awk x boleh halang atau marah sye ataupun kwan2 yg bru sye kenal.. Sye x pernah mrah pun kwan2 perempuan awk yg lain.. Deal?? Sye bkannye tye awk pun.. Xpi sye anggap its a deal.. Okay?? Im letting you go.. Sye x boleh panggil awk sayang lagi.. Sye x boleh ckp kat awk sye rindu awk lagi.. Sye x boleh wish goodnight panjang lebar then at the end letak 'LOL <3' Dan awk jgn sesekali panggil sye tu lagi.. Jgn sesekali bagi sye harapan lagi dan jangan sesekali bg sye jatuh hati dgn awk lagi.. Sbab sye takut.. Sye pernah ckp sye takut nk jatuh cinta lagi dgn lelaki mse kita kt sunway.. Sye pun ckp sye x thu knp sye boleh jatuh hati kt awk.. Xpi awk main2kan sye.. Sye bukan budak2.. Bila awk ckp susah nk explain sbnrnya sye dah faham.. Awk dah ada org ganti tempat sye.. Sye xnk ganggu awk lagi.. Move on LISA!! You're stronger than this.. Lisa, kau kne ingat mcm mne kau bgun balik 4 thun lpas.. Kau kne ingat mcm mne kau teruskan hidupkan 4 thun lpas.. Lpas alan tinggalkan kau.. X ada perubahan pun.. Skrg alan pun sme umur dgn Faiz.. Come on!! Move on.. Kau boleh lisa.. Kau kuat.. Mmg susah.. Xpi mcm mne kau bangun balik 4 thun lepas mcm tu jugak kau akan bangun balik skrg.. Kau ambil mse 4 thun utk recover dan lpas 5 bulan kau recover, kau jatuh balik.. Xpi itu process.. Bila kau bangun kau akan jatuh.. Dan sekarang kau jatuh.. Kau kne bangun!! Bangun balik mcm mne kau bgun 4 thun lpas.. Dan kau akan tutup hati kau utk 4 thun seterusnya mcm mne kau tutup hati kau utk 4 thun.. 4 thun lepas.. Ingat tu lisa.. Dan kau kne selalu ingat...  So that, benda yg sme x kan berulang.. Dan mulai dripda skrg, You're not in my heart anymore while you always be.. You'll not be one of special thing in my special part of my heart anymore eventhough you will always be.. Sbab awk mmg dah amik separuh dri sye.. You're everything to me.. I love you more than you could ever imagine.. And will always be...

Lots Of Love