Wednesday, 1 January 2014

DREAM : 1 Jan 2014

We were at sunway lagoon with our friends. I havent eat the whole day. I was with my friends and you were with your friends. We were at the deep pool part. Where I couldnt reach my feet. I was walking on the bridge on top of the pool when suddenly I felt week and fell of the bridge into the pool.
I was shock that I couldn't breath. When I tried to swim, my leg got cramp.
You just look at me.
All of our friends was panicking about me when they didn't see me floating. Maybe you're not worried since I'm a swimmer myself.
I was gasping for air. I tried to move my leg but it hurt so bad. Slowly I drown, my eyes almost close and you wasn't even looking at me.
The pool was as deep as a huge water tank. No one dare to swim there. They just dare to hang out on the bridge. And most importantly you dont dare to save me.
I heard splash. I felt someone pull me back up to the water surface. I thought it was you.
But
When I open my eyes, it was someone else. A guy, that was good looking and my type.
I looked for you in my weak condition, I saw you slowly walk to the other place leaving me there.
When I felt a bit better, I walk towards you when I suddenly fell again.
And again you just look at me.
You thought I was fooling around when I was really drowning. That guy save me again. Pull me up to the air and put me down to rest and catch a breath.
When I was already calm, he hold my shoulder and walk me to the area. He make sure I wont fall again. When I was already safe. He left me. He make sure I'm safe before he leave me.
I feel safe around him but I feel very insecure around you.
And you just leave me to die drowning in the water.
****** wake up ******
Lots of Love
Lisa Viour

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