The saddest people have the brightest smile,
The most damaged people are the wisest,
And they said its all because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do.
so which one am I ?
I wonder.
I also wonder why am I still blogging even though I know very little people read my blog,
I found my answer and I couldn't be happier.
I know for a fact I'm not good at a lot of things. One things I'm not good at is expressing myself verbally which can be pain in the ass. The feeling when you want to say something so badly but you can't simply because you're scared is just awful.

I can't keep it to myself forever. There's a limit to everything. Even the deepest hole have a base. We are human. We have the needs to express our feelings. We have the needs to express our thoughts. But when I can't express it verbally, I just have to find other way to do so. Some people express themselves through art, songs, lyrics, melody, dancing but for me I prefer writing,
I may sounds like I'm the most depress person in the world trust me I'm not. I try to be the happiest person to the people around me. So hopefully they don't need to go through what I went through. At least not with me. Someday, somewhere, someone might have a different view of life after he/she accidentally found my blog. Someday, maybe I help someone through this blog without even me realizing it.
I may not get back what I give but I'm happy to know I've done my all on the least things I could do for the people around me.
I'm not an angel nor god, I'm just a normal human being. I can't grant people their wishes. I can't give whatever they want. I can't. Again, I'm just a normal human being. But being able to put a smile on someone's face will make me have a smile on mine. I'm telling you it feel great.
There's time when I'm sad, there's time when I'm depress and there's time when I'm hurt.
But I don't want to hide behind my sadness or depression. It's just another part of the story in my life stories. In YOUR life stories. Let it out. Somehow, someway, you will find your courage to do so. There's always a way for you to do so. The most important thing is what ever you do, make sure it makes you happy. Make sure it will makes you a better person.

"Don't mask your pain and tears with laughter. cry now so you can have a much more enjoyable, honest and healthier laugh later."
Lots of Love
Lisa Viour
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