A lil too much pressure on me now. I have to say I dont have the heart for architecture anymore. I dont know what to do. I cant tell mama I want to stop architecture. I have to fight till the end. Infact I am aware that my performance has gone down badly. I really should start my golf back. I have to commit to what I have started. I have start gym, and I have to say I love the soreness I feel all over my body and Im getting so addicted to it. But, I can't commit to architecture when I know my heart and my head is somewhere else. I don't know where it is but it is somewhere out there. I never thought it could be this hard. I've lost so much interest in architecture that I don't know what should I do anymore.
Not to mention, I have been losing so much of my appetite now that I eat so little daily. So little that I have started to keep my food journal so I know how much food I consume daily and from my observation from the past few days, very less. Lesser that what I should eat daily.
Things go up, things go down. Maybe its a down hill for me now but who knows if i keep on perseverance, maybe I'll get my up very soon..
One fine day..
Keep on the perseverance..
Lots of Love
Lisa Viour
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