Should I or shouldn't I ?
I cant get this negative thought off my head. I think what afiqah told me was right. This is karma for me.
"If you have negative thought and whatever shit in your mind about him, u can't face it anymore might as well end it." A the love guru
But is it wrong if I protect myself from hurting. Look at me now. This is what happen to me for letting my guard down.
"If it's so complicated and hurts you too much then that ain't love my friend." - J the love guru
I guess my feelings all this while was right, something gonna happen and he gonna leave me. I know he said he won't leave me. I believe him. But now I doubt him.
"At least you know what's coming next so it wont hit you that hard" - J the love guru
"Work it out if you still want it. End it if you still have like negative thoughts about him like he's cheating on you and whatever shit." - A the love guru
But one thing for sure, this relationship gonna kill me in an instant if it end. I do love him. I do.
3 months is way too long. I can't take 3 months.
You want 3 months ?
I give you 3 months, if you want this relationship to end, I'll take it but I will never be the one who ask for it.
Bacause I don't want to be the one hurting you. Its fine if im hurt. Im leaving soon. I'll recover from my pain hopefully but I don't want you to hurt. I don't want to be the reason you're hurt.
Not anymore. I've hurt you too much already. Not anymore.
Lots of Love
Lisa Viour
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