Im in love with someone else's fiancee.
It's bad and it's wrong.
I am totally aware about it, but i can't do much about it.
Loving someone with an expire date. Fully aware of the upcoming expire date but unsure of when could kill you in an instance.
Giving all of me realizing I will be the one to be left out hurts on your big day. It hurts the entire time we're together but I am too addicted to you that I am willing to adapt to the pain you give me just to be around you. Sucking in everything when you talked about her and your big day preparation. Listening to how hard you work to prepare you big day, seeing you text her everyday even when we're together yet I still look forward to meeting you everyday, have dinner with you, occasionally we go and catch movie together. Putting myself in your fiancee's shoes subconsciously didn't do much help either. Pulling me deeper to the hole I dug myself. As the time approaching, the holes get deeper and darker yet I still can see the light when i'm around you. Depending too much to your presence make me realized how lost can I be when you're not around.
How am I going to find my way when you're gone? How am I gonna survive when your big day come. But the most important question, how can I move on after your big day?
Lots of Love
Lisa Viour
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