HEART : I'm LOST

I used to say tears is a sign of happiness. But I never thought tears could live up the feelings that already died. I never thought tears can be either a shield or a weapon. I've tried my very best to pull myself away from you. But the more I tried, the stronger our memories stay in my mind. I'm losing my mind, I'm losing. To you. I've tried every possible ways for me to just get you off my mind, instead my feeling for you get stronger each day. 

I'm LOST. 

In my journey of recovering from you.

I'm LOST.

In my emotions of me and you.

I'm LOST 

 In my thought we used to shared. 

I'm LOST. 

In my world where you used to be in. 

I'm LOST.

In my dreams where your face smiling used to be in it every night.

I'm LOST.

In the world I'm trying to run away from.

I'm LOST.

In the mission of starting anew.

I'm LOST.

In tears that used to be laughter. 

I'm LOST. 

In the process of letting go. 

I'm LOST.

In the feeling of your warm hugs and kisses

I'm LOST.

In the search of a new FARIZ FIDRAUS.

Lots of Love, 

Lisa Viour