Flashes of thousands memories float through my mind. If I could rewind the moments, I wouldn't change anything about you. But, I have thousands and thousands of things that I want to change about me. We are both humans and both of us are not perfect. But you are so much better than me, thought me something I wish I can do since as long as I can remember. Encourage and support me to pursue what I want to be. Always there around me to catch me if I slip, to lend me your shoulder to rest on, to wipe my tears wish your warm palms, to always remind me how much you love me by leaving love notes in my phone.
We're ladies always so blind to see what's infront of us and chase something we can never put our hands on. We ladies always judge a person on the outlook instead of what's inside and we ladies always compare ourselves and what we have to the person we didn't even know. Because we rush into things, always listen to what others says and always think that you know everything but you certainly not.
You once said to me
"Im gonna love you till my last breath"
you once said,
"Im gonna marry you someday"
You once said,
"If you cut open my heart, It will spell out nuralissa"
.........................
Do you even still love me?
Are you still gonna marry me someday?
Does your blood will still spell out Nuralissa?
The hope you gave me is gone,
The hope you once gave me that keep me going.
and now its gone.
............
Will I ever get my hope back?
You tell me.
Lots of Love
Lisa Viour
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